Breathe..and Trust

I laugh at myself – a lot – because I find that there are times I say or write something smart and then I forget so I go back and reread something I’ve written and remember where I was (mentally, spiritually) when I wrote it.

I need the reminder, like a reset button. Or power on/off switch.

Because I’ve found that when I am still fretting over something I thought I had let go of

(human nature strikes again!)

I need the reminder that I let go and already gave it to God, which is just what I need to calm down

and…..breathe.

I also do that female thing where I try to read something in every action or lack of action so I tend to drive myself crazy at times when I think too much.

And I get all spun up again and try to take control of situations and tell God that I know so much better than He does about what I need and how my life should work out.

Cause that method has worked out great so far.

I’m going to try this new method. It’s called trust. I’m sure it will work far better than anything else I’ve tried in the past. Even though I want something in my life, want it desperately, I cannot make the “it” happen - when, where and in my timeline.

Just need to remember to breathe and trust that God’s timing really is the best.